the 21st hour

oh, its been on h*** of a day 1. with absolutely no support from the other half, every thought i have had today has been about that nasty c word. i have been told by him at least 5 times that i "wont be able to do it". the only thing keeping me from lighting up it that i am 3 hours away from the end of DAY 1,stop smoking, (woooohoooo!!!!!) & i am extremely proud of that! no matter what kind of support i have or do not have, from him,Herbal cigarettes, i am supporting myself through my quit, because i deserve it & i cant believe i have been smoke free for almost a full 24 hours congratulations to me!!! ( & all of our other july 1 quits)thanks to everyone for all your supportive words today.