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Jeff I hope you are still around. I am in my eight hour,this is when I usually get scared and give up. I do not want to do that this time. I have been having bronkites a lot lately. I need to do this for myself. I have been reading a lot of the good stuff here and ignoring the bad. I know you told me who I could trust. Just keep praying for me. Just doing this has helped me feel a little calmer. I HAVE TO DO THIS> I refused to die like my husband. Keep me in your thoughts and prayers. love Barbara