SOS! (2)

WTF? Is there a full moon today?!?I am NOT myself today...at all. I have nearly convinced myself to go buy a pack of cigarettes. I've nearly convinced myself that this is just "not my time" to quit. I really can't say what my problem is,quit smoking now, but I'm really pretty much thinking I'm going to give up on this quit. I'm sorry. I can't even give a good reason.....I'm just not into it at all today and, quite frankly,smoking cessation, don't give a sh*t.I know..that's so lame...and I really don't know where this is coming from.